Monday, April 19, 2010

McFatty Monday 4/19/10

SUCCESS! (Even after cheating with pizza at a friend's house on Saturday.)

-2.9 lbs! Now...... I am 121(point something) lbs!!!!! OMG. do you know what this means??? It means that I am SO close to weighing 118 lbs. My ultimate goal weight. And you know what? I might even try for 115. Which I have not weighed since I was like 14. I was a soccer player and carried around tons of muscle.

AND GUESS WHAT I AM WEARING???

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MY SKINNY JEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's right. My size 26" waist super awesome skinny jeans. HELL YES people. I DID IT! My ultimate clothes goal. I honestly never thought I would get those things on again. I figured baby girl had forever ruined my "skinny hips" and I would never be a size 4 again. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry. I'm just SO excited. I am jumping up and down. A lot. :)

What an awesome beginning to a week. It does not matter that last week sucked and a crazy bitch screwed me over for no reason. BECAUSE I AM SKINNY. (And who wants to deal with people like that anyway? )

McFatty Monday 4/19/10

SUCCESS! (Even after cheating with pizza at a friend's house on Saturday.)

-2.9 lbs! Now...... I am 121(point something) lbs!!!!! OMG. do you know what this means??? It means that I am SO close to weighing 118 lbs. My ultimate goal weight. And you know what? I might even try for 115. Which I have not weighed since I was like 14. I was a soccer player and carried around tons of muscle.

AND GUESS WHAT I AM WEARING???

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MY SKINNY JEANS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That's right. My size 26" waist super awesome skinny jeans. HELL YES people. I DID IT! My ultimate clothes goal. I honestly never thought I would get those things on again. I figured baby girl had forever ruined my "skinny hips" and I would never be a size 4 again. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry. I'm just SO excited. I am jumping up and down. A lot. :)

What an awesome beginning to a week. It does not matter that last week sucked and a crazy bitch screwed me over for no reason. BECAUSE I AM SKINNY. (And who wants to deal with people like that anyway? )

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Tuesday Journal

All 64oz water consumed!

Breakfast: Egg cups, bacon
Snack: cheese
Lunch: chili
Snack: almonds
Dinner: chili and cheese

(hey, it was a long day and we had a lot left over!)

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Phase 1 Food Journal

I am forcing myself to write a food journal for Phase 1 again since it really helped me stay on track last time.

Monday
Breakfast: 2 egg cups
Snack: string cheese
Lunch: taco salad (sans chips)
Snack: Broccoli
Dinner: Chili

Water goal: Not met. Approx 40oz consumed. Goal: 64oz +

Monday, April 12, 2010

McFatty Monday: 4/12/10

Another Birthday, another excuse. Time to face the music. I mean scale.

I started this week off great on Phase 1 of South Beach. Well, this PAST week. All was perfect until Friday. It was the hub's birthday weekend and we had wine with dinner Friday. And I spaced out I couldn't eat sweet potatoes during phase 1. So 2 cheats. Then came Saturday. I was good all day, and then we went out for his birthday dinner at Wild Wing and ate boneless wings until we were stuffed silly. And I also had a handfull of fries and 2 Woodchuck hard ciders. And then a slice of my homemade oreo cheesecake to top off the birthday celebration. Yesterday my allergies were killing me and I was a hot mess. So what did I eat? I had some tomato soup and a grilled cheese. Both not approved phase 1 foods. Too much sugar in the soup and I can't have whole wheat bread until phase 2. And then the most embarrassing confession. We had
McDonalds for dinner since I was a puddle of misery. I am not going to admit what I ate.

So when the scale revealed my FIRST gain since I started my journey, I was not totally surprised, even though I did phase 1 for 5 days. So today I start all over. Week 1 day 1. Oh, and my gain was 2.2 lbs, kicking me up to 124. UGHHHHHHHH. Oh how I loved sitting at 122. It felt great to be that close to 120. Now I am back at about 125. I know I really need to face the scale every week. That way I don't keep on the carb bandwagon. It is swimsuit season people! I have GOT to stay in shape! I can't let the numbers keep creeping up. That just can't happen.

My "Aunt" is here too, so that COULD have something to do with the gain. But I can't just blame that.

So there you go internet. My confessions and pledge to only go down from here! (In pounds that is!)

Monday, April 5, 2010

McFatty Monday 4/5/10

DETOX.

Oy. Not only did I fall head over heals off the bandwagon 2 weeks ago, but I stood there with pizza in one hand and cake in the other and waved goodbye while stuffing my face.

FAIL.

First the babe was sick. And then came her party--BBQ, hushpuppies, slaw, CAKE. OMG the cake. 3 tiers of sugar glory. Chocolate chocolate, vanilla strawberry, and chocolate raspberry. HEAVEN on a plate. And you know what? I didn't stop at her party. I ate it the rest of the week. On top of pizza, tacos, pizza, ice-cream (hey, it was on sale) and pizza. Oh, and did I mention pizza?

Now, I did not mean to eat pizza 5 times in 2 weeks, it just sorta happened. Twice with my parents here due to crazy busy schedule, once with the hubs. And then the 2 extras---I was supposed to go pick up an amazing salad from my favorite cafe Thursday and have dinner and watch Twilight with my good friend. Hubs ordered pizza for himself and then I ended up having to cancel and stay home due to a million different things. So I ate pizza. Again. And last night was another accident. My rescheduled girls night with our favorite salads foiled due to the fact it was Sunday (EASTER nonetheless) and they closed at 6pm. Momma can't leave the house until 7:30pm due to snuggling the babe before bed, so that was another fail. And everywhere else was closed due to the holiday. But God know it, Papa Johns was opened. So pizza number 5 was consumed.

So this week begins the detox. Back to South Beach Phase 1. I'm pretending my Wii is on holiday for Easter and will not work today, so I'm avoiding the weigh! I have not seen my number go up since I started, so I'm not about to ruin a perfectly good day. I am not worried about losing a ton of weight, but I HAVE to get my body back to feeling healthy. I have to get "off" the sugar and carbs. I have totally been such a cheater and threw my body for a nose dive and I can feel it. I just feel.....blah. Slugish. Bloated. Nasty.

Today is day 1 of Phase 1. Again. I am going to break the bod from the "bad stuff" again and get back on track. I am excited to feel healthy again. And if I knocked off those extra 5 lbs I am hoping to kick that wouldn't be bad either. :)

Monday, March 29, 2010

McFatty Monday 3/29/10

I'm taking the week off weighing in. After my super awesome McSkinny week I indulged in pizza and mass amounts of delicious cake for my baby girl's first birthday. So I'll be back on track this week and weigh in next week. :)